Ultimately, what you did was wrong. And it was you. You had the power and control. You left me entangled in an unfamiliar adult world, in which rights and wrongs are not as clearly defined as we normally pretend to children. The child in me is still annoyed that you hadn’t been wiser to the potential difficulties our actions would put us in, even if the adult in me has come to realise that lust and wisdom are never going to be great bedfellows.